Funny Hell

i can still feel your hand on my knee,

while you talked to me.

and i can still see the way you looked

directly in my eyes

with that h0rny smirk on your face.

i still remember those ‘soft’ words:

“you’re so cute, lil girl”

the same words that changed my life.

that day was one year ago

and i still see you in every man i meet,

and i can’t help it but be terrified

at the thought of meeting you again.

the thought of you still keeps me up at night,

still makes me panic when i’m alone

it follows me at every step i do.

you scared the shit out of me,

just because you wanted a little bit of fun

and you created a ‘funny’ hell

i have to live with

every    single     day

– Anonimo