They tell me to move on,
they told me that everything was going to be alright.
They said that even if it hurts I will find a way to feel better.
They keep telling me that day after day the lack and love will fade away,
but everything I sense is that you own
my thoughts,
my heart.
You’re a part of me that will never fade away and I keep hurting me with your remembrance, with the memory of what we were and what we couldn’t be anymore.
It’s hard to love you from distance, it’s hard not to be able to show it… and the thing that hurt the most is to behold you falling in love with someone else.
I’m trying so hard to keep going, not to give everything up, but I’m tired of living this way, I’m tired of feeling unable to live without you, without your hugs, kisses or caresses, without your genuine laughter and smiles.
And I’ve tried hard enough to live in spite of all the shit that happens… I’m sorry but I don’t think I can do il like this anymore.
Remember,
I will always love you.
Anonymous