Chaos, is what is going on inside me. This is too much to handle.
What is wrong with me.
They called me, they asked me questions. I need to answer but my voice doesn’t come out.
I can’t breathe. I can’t express my feelings. My legs are shaking.
Everyone is staring at me, they are waiting. They think I am useless. They hate me, say you hate me!
Why? why can’t they understand what is going on inside of me.
I am getting used and thrown away like nothing, and they still expect me to do what they want.
What am I? Am I even human? What do they see me as?
Sick of being a people pleaser. Sick of waiting for something that never comes. Sick of being nice to them and getting treated like garbage
Brain and voice, I have those, so please just listen to me for once.
I am not asking much, just stop ignoring me!
Stupid? That is not me. So stop treating me like one. I know what I am doing, just give me time.
Please for once, listen.
Anonymous